My own little nightmares becomes real
I don’t know what to do when I first heard about it
I was in my denial as usual
But its reality now Im facing
I can’t sleep tonight that’s why im here blogging
Everytime I close my eyes it’s there, the past im thinking
I rather want to stay awake as possible as I could
In order for me to forget and to move on for a bit
But still here I am lost in the darkness of these four walls
Trying to hide the tears
Pretending to be strong on the outside
But not knowing Im totally crashed in the inside
Will this ache will end?
Im trying to figure out all by myself,that's what Im thinking
Can I survive from this fallout?
Can I be myself again as before?
Im not really sure what will I answer to those question
All I know is that Im trying my best to get up step by step as I could
With the help of my friends, yes-that’s you
And with the Love and Guidance from my family and most especially to God
xoxo,jas
