confessions and your lies, and now i would say goodbye~

dont ever think that you're the only one who is hurting,coz i do too and i do hope you can feel that
dont be too selfish thinking only about yourself coz it hurts a lot when i didnt hear a single word from you
"im ok" that's the only words i want to hear, but every time you said that it seems its a lie i can hear

im tired of waiting, stalking and checking if you're still alive
why you're so damn clueless of what i am feeling for you
i hope you would realize someday, any day or today
that i really do care for you more than just what we build as friends

i would say goodbye to this lonely heart now, coz its painful to think that u would only leave it as it is
i will just put it on a shelf,wherein i can lock it temporarily and maybe throw or hide the keys
and whoever would bother look for it or find it, will it be you or others --well let just wait and see
as for now i would say goodbye and goodnight to this broken heart

--jas

keep it private

i feel so lonely tonight
it seems my heart is missing someone
someone whom i truly care
someone who is close to my heart

maybe im the only one feeling this
because i dont have the guts to tell it to you
so i will just keep it private
until im ready to spill my own little secret

its not over yet for me
since i heard you still dont have a girlfriend
im crossing my fingers right now
hoping you to be mine somehow

--jas

just me

I saw you look at her every now and then
I admit that Im a bit jealous of her
She's beautiful and kind
She's the girl every guy would want

I can't be like her if that's what you want

Im just me, beautiful me

Talented and artistic me

Just simple me

But it's not too late, I guess
I will just be here, waiting
Open your eyes and don't be blind
Im here, just me

--jas