Sep 30, 2010

farewell bloggies...

well i just want to say this will be my last blog till December.
i will focus to my studies first then after it, blogging time again...
its so sad i will miss all my internet friends here...
especially, to the people who got close to me already..
you know who you are... :)
i will miss snsd and f(x) news.. but i can handle it.. 
i will miss heartbox, all my friends there..... 
who keep on believing on me that i can do it.. thank you guys!

i will miss fb and twitter...
but maybe i will tweet sometimes thru my mobile.
so i will not be totally gone. :)

my msn friends...i will all miss you guys.. 
no msn for me for two months.

 i just want to greet also in advance to those who will be celebrating bdays..
and have a great bday ahead...

more surprises to come too.. so watch out!

ok, i think that's it...stay safe everyone and take care always...

but before i go i just want to leave this 3 sayings from....hmmm..
i dunno the source i just love the sayings...

"Nothing here on Earth can harm you except yourself"
"Nothing here cannot be done unless to choose to give up"
"Failure cannot overcome unless you permit it"

AIM HIGH AND HIT THE MARK.

xoxo,jas

regrets...never thought...

this is the part two of my first poem...its all about regrets and being ok... :)

"never thought"

I never thought things are pretty ok now
I never thought she would actually say sorry to me
Never thought she will approach me
I never thought, never thought

It has been a year now since i wrote a poem for her
A poem of anger and truth
A poem of not forgetting her
A poem of a heart so cold


But right now, I'm taking it all back
All the bad things i said to her
All the rude and stupid things
Now it is all over
I know that I can't bring back the spark of friendship like before
But it's ok, the important thing is we are friends now
No one will take it away from us again, and i won't let that happen
I promise!



xoxo,jas

little treasures..

this poem is dedicated to a friend of mine...
i wrote this coz of anger..but im happy that things is doing good now...
just want to share~

LITTLE TREASURES

Am I the only one to say sorry, I don't think so
I can't actually remember what did i do to make you mad and sad
It just one day I woke up and realize you are not talking to me anymore

I tried so hard to know what's wrong with us
I asked you but you didn't bother to answer back, you just ignored me
I waited for you to open up, but I got tired waiting for you to come back

Now that I realized that you found somebody who is definitely not me
I just keep my mouth shut to avoid gossip
And from now on I will never forgive you, please remember that

I feel sorry not to myself but to you, you just lost another jewel in your life
I'm just happy that I am free now, and it's my time to search
To search for my true friends, and I'm pretty sure it's not you
ps. this is the part one :) 
part two is coming up..regrets..

xoxo,jas

my last farewell to the best dog in the world! BAXTER!


just want to share some poems here... 
its actually dedicated to our dog who passed away last year...
he passed away so sudden so its like its a big loss to us... i cried for days.
we will never forget him... we still compare him to our dogs here.. 
coz he's one of a kind!




"last farewell"

I miss you so much
Why did you say goodbye so early
I'm not prepared for this
nor to the others who love you

At first I'm on my denial as always
I can't believe you are totally gone
Gone forever, never to see you again
And that hurts

From time to time I still shed a tears for you (like right now)
because you will never be forgotten
The best dog we ever had in our life
Or should I say the best dog ever

You've been a friend to me
You're there when i got sick
You slept beside me when you're scared of thunder
It's like were BFF, always at each others side

You are my best actor, you deserve an award acting you show to me
You're good in singing too, well maybe howling 
but still you do stuffs that other dogs can't do
That's why I am so proud of you

I'm writing a poem poem for you not just i want to remember you
But I want the people who are reading this that 
You,BABY BAXTER is one of the best thing i ever had
The best that I will treasure in my life forever
I love yah Baby Bax
We will never forget you
You will will always be a part of our lives 4ever


xoxo,jas

university week and kpop exhibit...





last week,Monday till Friday we celebrated University Week in my old school...
University Week means a week of fun and fun...
many booths and small boutiques where you can shop and enjoy.
plus don't forget the delicious food..*yumyum
And each night colleges, prepare some entertainment like live bands and performances.
contest and sports too...I remember, college wars (water fight) back last year... 
where each college must protect their governor not to get wet  during the game.
super fun...
my friend together with her other kpop friends planned to have a kpop exhibit during that week.
so i was like happy to hear all about it...
so i visited thrice..since my first visit there,they were almost fixing to go home coz im late already.
then my second visit.. lunch break, but got the chance to take a VIP pass,
since my friend is the admin or founder of the said club... thanks jeza and ate mimi..
and on my  last visit Friday, i love it coz we dont have review that time,
so i enjoy all afternoon taking pics..



kpop exhibit....
two words:super AWESOME...


met a lot of kpop fans there... 
well technically they are the organizers of the said event.. 
so glad that i met ate mimi in person too...
jeza was my schoolmate back in grade school then in college... 
so its nice to see her again.. thanks jez...and i met another SONE like another one in real life.. thank god... 
most of my SONE friend i only met in the net...
now she's real.. keke^^ jesa.. nice to meet you.... ^__^


and to may...... 
thanks for waiting me outside the room.... 
my new partner in crime in kpop...in addition i met also some guy sone... i can't believe there are fanboys. nice!

then i met malory my fb friend... ahahahaha..
our first meeting.. and its in kpop exhibit.... 
never expected to see her there..
we never planned anything,it just happen...
ahahahha.. so happy~

and at the end of day, i hang out with my college friends,
take a lot of pics  coz it's been awhile since we see each other 
and some of them are nurse now... :)

ok this is it for now i guess.. 

here are the some of the stuffs from the exhibit!




 





















xoxo,jas

소녀시대 forever...

its nice to start this blog by saying,i love  소녀시대, 소시, 少女時代. ^__^

first off i would like to acknowledge and thank you to F, for  introducing 소녀시대 into my life.
without her maybe i will discover them late... thanks F!

i just want to spam about my fave Korean girl grp.... 
소녀시대 or GIRLS GENERATION!
composed of 9 beautiful angels...
  • Taeyeon (태연) born March 9, 1989 as Kim Tae-Yeon (김태연)
  • Jessica (제시카) born April 18, 1989 as Jung Soo-Yeon (정수연)
  • Sunny (써니) born May 15, 1989 as Lee Soon-Kyu (이순규)
  • Tiffany (티파니) born August 1, 1989 as, Hwang Mi-Young (황미영)
  • Hyoyeon (효연) born September 22, 1989 as Kim Hyo-Yeon (김효연)
  • Yuri (유리) born December 5, 1989 as Kwon Yu-Ri (권유리)
  • Sooyoung (수영) born February 10, 1990 as Choi Soo-Young (최수영)
  • Yoona (윤아) born May 30, 1990 as Im Yoon-Ah (임윤아)
  • Seohyun (서현) born June 28, 1991 as Seo Joo-Hyun(서주현)
well, as all of you know im just started to like them last year Dec 2009...
really late for me to discover them... but im happy that i can call myself a SONE!
im not that really active in ssf but i trying my best to be active there.. 
wait till you see someday.. :)

my first bias snsd is TIFFANY.. but well i'll admit the fact that YOONA got my attention first. who doesn't? she's pretty and have an angelic face...aw, YOONA!! keke^^
but then Tiffany really catch me with her "eye smile"... 
and the thing she can speak English well, so yeah... TIFFANY.. 

then now i got interested with YURI!
the sexy, hot and very good dancer (even she always mess up during live performances)
i love her coz of her smile too...
it seems that she's a jolly person...
she smile always.. cant get rid a smile on her face even in hosting...
so all in all YULTI for me.. :)

i love YOONA also... she's so cute..
her face is very "baby".. baby face, thought she is the maknae among the group..
i envy her body too.. so small.. love it..

as for the other members I love them too...
  • TAEYEON-cute leader and very straightforward... love her 
  • JESSICA-the other jung.. but i prefer krystal though.. keke^^ *peace
  • SUNNY-the cutest among the members.. :)
  • HYOYEON-dancing queen... love her and i think she got nice personality
  • SOOYONG-the prankster, very vocal... :D
  • SEOHYUN-maknae... the innocent..

allow me to share some of my snsd stuffs and collection...
it is somewhat my treasures that im going to keep forever..
like as i said in my title.. "소녀시대 forever"
enjoy~



ps. this is only my collection for now...i will update this blog if i started buying some of their stuffs!
xoxo,jas




books, im currently obsess as of now...

Last year,i got obsess with vampires.. been bitten by it.. *joke only, i wish...^__^..
it is all because of Twilight...
yeah yeah.. Twilight is a phenomenon.. we got that right..
i blame Twilight for being obsess with books... vampire books to be exact...
after being a witch for a long time, now switching to vampires..
but most vampire books are so predictable not until i read BLUE BLOODS..
i love the way the author catch the origin of vampires in her story...
they are "fallen angel", angels been cursed
fallen angels,finding a right place to settle in and to fit in.
i love the setting too since it is in NYC.
where fashion,gossips, upper east side reign...
i consider it a gossip girl/vampire diaries theme...
super LOVE it.
not to mention each book will take you to diff places,
like in Corcovado,Venice,Florence..hmmm... forget other places...
just loving it..and keep on reading it..

BLUE BLOOD is my new book addiction..
author said there's going to be a lot of books coming,looking forward to it...

now im still reading Keys to the Repository (Ultimate encyclopedia of the World of Blue Blood)
the time line and profile of each character...*thumbs up book.

October 26, 2010..
i will definitely mark that date..
it's the release of the 5th installment of the series.
MISGUIDED ANGEL...
 
here's a synopsis i found in http://melissa-delacruz.com/
After inheriting the dark Van Alen Legacy, Schuyler fled to Florence with her forbidden love, Jack. Now the two of them must embark on the mission Schuyler was destined to complete: to find and protect the five remaining gates that guard the earth from Lucifer, lord of the Silver Bloods.
Back in New York, Mimi has been elected Regent of a crumbling coven. Struggling with her heartache over the loss of Kingsley and with her overwhelming desire to destroy Jack, she must focus all of her energy on a perilous new threat. Vampires are being abducted and their captors are planning to burn them alive online…for all the world to see. Help arrives in the form of Deming Chen, a Venator from Shanghai, who must untangle the web of deceptions before the killers strike again.
As the young vampires struggle for the survival of the coven, they uncover a deadly secret, a truth first discovered by Schuyler’s mother during the Renaissance but kept buried for centuries. And as the Blue Blood enclave weakens yet further, fate leads Schuyler to a terrible choice that will ultimately map the destiny of her heart.

Can't wait for this, going to buy it after the exam...
delaying gratification.. i know.. keke^^

for now...
arividerchi!!! ^__^

xoxo,jas



korean encounters... and fandom?

it was all started late November last year when i suddenly obsess with the word KOREA.
it started with the series, Boys Over Flowers (Tagalg Vers.), yeah i know i was too late already....
Gu Dyun Pyo and Jandi..... i super love this couple.. it's like when i watch them my heart is fluttering so fast.. :)is it a good thing i guess..

December 2009... introduction of the world of KPOP...    
My friend F, introduce Girls Generation to me...She let me see the Gee mv first.
and i was like jaw dropping moment.. i fell inlove with the girls...
dont get me wrong, im really a girly type of person but i LOVE snsd....
and mostly i love girl groups, than boy groups.. like f(x) too...

then from that day on, i love everything KOREA...
i want to learn all about Korea
the language/writing,food,culture and people...
and that leads me to meet other korean artist and friends...

1st encounter: mid-February 2010

one of my friend, F, invited me to accompany her to a dinner with her Korean teacher.
so i automatically said yes...coz im still curious about korean foods so i said yes right away.
i think i would say that's my first time for all korean stuffs,the foods, the drinks and "using chopsticks".LOL... ok, i have to admit i dont know how to use it but i did try my best but in the end,failed.i drop the dukboki.. *embarrassed... but its funny.
i also tried,samgyupsal, kimchi(dont like a bit), and soju (not bad, but its a bit strong)...
after dinner we headed to noreabang.... well, F and i are super fan of snsd...
we sing and dance along to the tune of kissing you,into the new world and girls generation.
it was fun... we did an encore of kissing you in the end...
it sad that its actually school day so i need to go home right away. but then i had fun... :)

2nd encounter: March end of the week 2010

with Barbie
i enrolled myself to a free Korean class in my school...i just grab the opportunity and enrolled myself there..1st day of class late...but i got this two adorable cute Korean girls teaching me on that day, Jinny and Rachel.... had fun...2nd class,super late so they were thinking i will not arrive so they switch to other student... and left me alone.. :( but its ok, the admin transferred me to another set of teachers and then i met Willy,Barbie and Gilbert... the coolest people.. but i am more close to Barbie...
with Barbie,Willy,Gilbert and Zia (classmate)
but they are all good teachers...but they have difficulty in communicating english a bit..now i suddenly miss them.. :(( they are back now in Korea.. *super double the sadness..


3rd encounter: July and August 2010

i met the students of my brother... Andrew and Paul...they are nice too...
younger than me though...
good that they didn't call me "noona".. LOL..
Andrew is snsd lover while Paul is T-ara fanboy...nice kids... and btw Paul already met T-ara... lucky him...

with Paul(t-ara fan)

with veronica  
4th encounter: September 2010


Last fiesta i met the korean students of my friends...
Mun and Veronica... Super duper nice..especially Veronica...
they enjoyed Filipino foods.. :D

i never had an encounter a Korean who is not nice to me,
so far but i knew some that..... *zip my lips.
i will not talk about it anymore..



me and with my friends.with mun and veronica.. just spot the koreans..keke^^


so maybe this will be just the beginning of it.
maybe after taking the exams i will be teaching English to Koreans, just maybe..
*crossing my fingers.. there's a slot for me.. so hopefully...

ok, i think i talk a lot now about koreans...
 모두 안녕히....다음 시간까지...

xoxo,jas

brother's masterpieces...

unknown creature

napoleon

innocent girl

waiting...

palace

an angel...

princess

mermaid

the child

goddess

the man
 

His artwork is making me feel that i got no talent at all.. keke^^ But im so proud of him..To bad its been years since he draw... this pics been taken long time ago... enjoy~
xoxo,jas