I want to turn off the light coz I don’t want others to see me cry
They knew me as a person who is smiling all the time
But it is funny how a simple smile can hide,
Coz it doesn’t show what I am feeling inside.
Im scared, that’s why I am crying
Scared of what tomorrow will bring
Each night Im having these little nightmares
And it is eating bits and bits of pieces of me
Right now Im thinking,
Will I ever survive and live this life?
Im having my doubts now,
Tears flowing like the rain outside my window
But, I gotta be strong
I just need to be strong
I just need to take a breath
xoxo,jas