Ruins with Sissi~

Ok, I think i owe you guys an apology not posting this.. hahaha... this is 2 months delay i think... So imma post it now. :p
I went again in Ruins with my other student, Sissi and with my friend Angel. It was a random visit but good thing im prepared with my camera... soooo, yeah--enjoy!

Ruins is a must visit place here in my city, it is because of the setting I think, its like a European style structure and it is just a nice place to think and get inspired with lots of things!

and I prepare a video presentation for Sissi so that she'll remember the day we had there~!! check it out!

Ruins with Sissi

Sissi is an artist (book designer) btw~ so she gave me this beautiful drawing taken at Ruins!

xoxo,jas

little update

Heya all bloggers.... just a little hello from me... hahahha it's been awhile i havent updated this blog. Im sooo sorry.. been busy with other things... I've been handling a lot of blogs lately... urhmmmm maybe like 3 blogs and im handling 3 pages in facebook, mostly fandom stuffs... So im pretty busy a bit.. just a bit... i love keeping myself busy....coz sometimes u tend to forget things when your busy...

Anyways, im back in awhile... im using my laptop so i have time blogging... whats up with me lately.... uhrmmmm well as i said been busy with fandom stuffs... most especially NINA NESBITT stuff.. hahaha.. Yes, this girl im talking about is the next big thing.... so im spazzing like a fangirl everyday.. I open a Philippines Facebook/Twitter fanpage for her, a worldwide blog and i just send a letter to her through fanmail... obsess much right??? hahahaha.. I think its all worth it coz I think she knows me already or should I say i talk to her fans almost everyday...so yeah~!!!

Im still me... still working at the same academy,same job... nothing interesting news to share... still struggling on finding/searching for another job or so called "business".... so hard~!!

will blog soon! oh just posted 3 or 4 poems earlier.. that's what i do when i dont have classes!!! quite inspiring dont u think?? ok... got to go now~!! laters!!!

at my room (work)...... and yes..SNSD poster!

till then....

xoxo,jas

ps. oh, im watching Love Rain, Korean drama starring SNSD Yoona!!! its really good!!! you guys should watch it! hehehe

Final Goodbye

this poem is based on my friend's relationship :) got inspired writing a poem for it.

-Final Goodbye-

by jas 

All we have is now

So let’s make out of it

It’s hard, I know

But we can make it through

You and me, we will not let go

We always be like this

So reach my hand, we can do this

“Hold on”, I whisper to your ears

Others might start a war coz we are together

I don’t care, just don’t mind them

Important is you love me and I love you

That’s all matters

But after a year or two what happened to us?

We become strangers to each other

What happen to our “forever and always”

Are we ending our love song to a tragic one?

Help me and make it clear 

It was like yesterday our love is everlasting

Please confirm and say it right in front of me

We are not playing hide and seek here

Have courage and show yourself,

This is all what you want righ?

Face me you little coward

Please, I just want some answers

If you really want to do this, hiding yourself

Well then goodluck, Im done with you

I guess this is finally goodbye

Goodbye………….

Just Smile

This poem is dedicated to my Taiwanese friend,Sandra..... i will miss you!

-----Just Smile-----

by jas

Smile, let us smile today

But how can we smile if you’re leaving tomorrow

How I wish it’s easy to say

This word that doesn’t make you stay

It’s amazing how a smile can hide

A somewhat a “white lie”

You can say “Im ok” and put up a big smile

But your heart is drowning inside

People come and go as they say

But some people are not ready to let go yet

Oh hey, its life –what can we say?

We live and learn day by day

Right now I’m putting a smile on my face

It’s not easy but I will try it by the way

I know this is not a final goodbye

We will see each other some time

Promise me no more tears tonight

I don’t want to see and hear you cry

I do hope you’ll treasure all of this

Because I’ll gonna treasure you forever and always

Love So Sudden

-----Love So Sudden----

by jas

I’ve been this way since you left

I can’t sleep or eat

It seems that you are my drug that I need

In order for me to live

You’re like my soul mate and fate

Can u ever hear and feel that

Don’t be so blind and be open

I’m just here, just open your eyes wide open

One day I knock onto the door of your hear and no one dare to open

I wonder why, if I’m not mistaken I hear it’s vacant

I want to fill that up with love

Just give me the key and I’ll open it slowly

Give me the chance please, just don’t be shy

Can we give this one a try?

Let’s see what will happen

With this love so sudden

Faker

wrote this in a state of anger...finally she is out in the picture. :)

"Faker"

 by jas

You are mean by the way

Do you realize that?

C’mon you’re too cruel and selfish

You’re no difference than the others

You can be sweet and gentle others might say it

Others also might love and like you

But why is it every time I see you, you’re so fake

Are you sure you’re showing the real you?

Is it me, or it’s just my imagination you’re talking to me?

I should be dreaming you are here in front of me

I’m sorry; I can’t take this anymore,

Can I get out of this room and leave you?

You’re such a pain in the a**

You’re making me say the bad things in people

Enough now….. I’m too tired of this

Go,Leave, get out quietly!

Fanmails!!!!

It has been in awhile I've written fanmails... hahahhaha.. Last fanmail... hmmmmm i send to Daniel Radcliffe back in Harry Potter days... that's pretty long. Anyways i wrote a fanmails for NINA NESBITT and ED SHEERAN both in residing in UNITED KINGDOM too.. They are UK singers and very awesome people.

Ed Sheeran is famous with his song, "The A Team" and "Lego House"--very talented dude.. especially when he play his guitar-- you will be like OH HOLY MOLLY!  thumbs up!

While Nina Nesbitt is a new artist.. she started last year having her shows and gigs all over Europe. She is new, fresh and young to the music industry, and no wonder she gained a lot of fans fast coz of her bubbly and down to earth personality. And she is beautiful and sweet (how did i know?) coz im stalking her in FB and Twitter!! hahaha, she replies to her fans randomly! She did replied to me a lot of times.. so i have this courage to send her fanmail.

In my future post, i will going to feature both of them, Nina Nesbitt and Ed Sheeran (actually i did mention Ed Sheeran already on my post before. So with no further, I took some pics of the things i send them... just a little tease! Enjoy!

I do hope they will gonna received it in 2 weeks more or  less. Hope they will going to like my letter and surprise gift~!! I send it to them today... so hopefully.. yeah!

till then, jas

"The Boys" are here!

Almost 6months, half a year we waited for our THE BOYS cd!!! and finally its here!! we are soooo happy! We thought the store lost his boxes... but we waited.. its worth the wait~!!! YEY!! hahaha..

Gonna be a lame and short post tonight!!! HAHAHAHA!! anyways, im pretty tired right now.. so, tata!

jas

The day I discovered my talent.

Ha... ok that title is a bit intriguing... i know.. but well after a long time.. i mean all my life i never imagine i can DRAW! I mean our family are born to be  an artist. My brother can draw well, same goes to my cousins .. But me.. nah, i dont think so.

Well recently i just discovered i can DRAW!!!!! I draw a cartooned figure of Ed Sheeran, Nina Nesbitt, and myself.. hahahaha. It's just random actually since i was waiting for my student to arrive... so yeah...
No further , imma share it right now... here is my drawing!

So what do u think guys?? did a pss in the audition?? hahahaha.. just draw randomly! i like it!

till then.... sooo sleepy...

will update here soon!

xoxo,jas