Get Up!

Actually Im not sure what to put or type on the title portion for this...since i just had my "downfall" slash (/) "depression" slash (/) "denial" several days ago and day by day I am thinking when will i blog again...will i ever blog again how "wicked" my life is? or will it still be wicked? hahaha.. OFCOURSE!!! i think its part of life, sometimes you stumble along the road of life and you should wipe whatever tears or blood (don't take it literally) u may have....Yes, it will leave scars but then it will heal soon enough. It takes time. For now I am so grateful for the support and love of my family and friends. They are like the best people in the world. And also i will not forget to thank the Lord for giving me those amazing people... Actually I never ever asked God or question Him about the results, maybe He have a reason and plans for me.. So i keep on holding to Him no matter what happens... A friend of mine post a quote, "if u cant touch His hands or reach His hands, touch/reach His HEART!" so i keep on reaching for it...

As for now, im still on my recovery phase.. Sometimes i still do think about it since its still visible in fb and i cant ignore hearing from my friends talking about it, but I'm happy for them too... I feel sorry I wasn't able to congratulate them on  that day but i think they will understand... I'm so proud of them.. Maybe for me, its not my time yet!So i keep on waiting and keep on fighting~ Aja! I'll work hard.

And for those people i did disappoint.. im sorry..I will try my best next time... just pls dont lose hope on me. I believe everyone deserve a second chance...But again Im sorry...


So i guess i said it... i can start fresh.. and let just take it as a lesson... And hopefully it will help me mold into a better,mature person...

Again thanks always from the bottom of my heart...

xoxo,jas

Fave lines:

ps.i think almost the lyrics is my fave~

Everybody's got that time in their life
When everything hurts and nothing's right
But you gotta walk on,yeah you gotta walk on.

Everybody's got a piece of their heart
That's been stepped on and torn apart,
But you gotta be strong,Yeah, you gotta walk on. 

"Everybody's got that one regret no matter how they try, they can't forget,

But you gotta move on,yeah, you gotta move on.
Everybody's got someone they've lost,
And they can't believe they're really gone
But you gotta live on, yeah, you gotta live on"