just take a breath

I want to turn off the light coz I don’t want others to see me cry

They knew me as a person who is smiling all the time

But it is funny how a simple smile can hide,

Coz it doesn’t show what I am feeling inside.

Im scared, that’s why I am crying

Scared of what tomorrow will bring

Each night Im having these little nightmares

And it is eating bits and bits of pieces of me

Right now Im thinking,

Will I ever survive and live this life?

Im having my doubts now,

Tears flowing like the rain outside my window

But, I gotta be strong

I just need to be strong

I just need to take a breath

xoxo,jas