Jan 28, 2011

just take a breath

I want to turn off the light coz I don’t want others to see me cry
They knew me as a person who is smiling all the time
But it is funny how a simple smile can hide,
Coz it doesn’t show what I am feeling inside.

Im scared, that’s why I am crying
Scared of what tomorrow will bring
Each night Im having these little nightmares
And it is eating bits and bits of pieces of me

Right now Im thinking,
Will I ever survive and live this life?
Im having my doubts now,
Tears flowing like the rain outside my window

But, I gotta be strong
I just need to be strong
I just need to take a breath



xoxo,jas

Jan 27, 2011

that's the way I roll, my JONAS fandom!

I think this might be late for me to blog about my obsession of Jonas Brothers, but I guess its better late than never right?

JONAS BROTHERS, 
---brothers that makes me love and appreciate music more. More enough for me to learn some basic guitar chords and more enough to write my own songs (well, i actually composed one and lost the lyrics of it)...
---brothers composed of Kevin, Joe and Nick
---my ultimate fave is JOE (early years) but now its NICK coz he composed amazing songs that i tend to cry  
---i love all their songs but i do have my faves too in each album, in It's About Time (Please Be Mine); in self titled album Jonas Brothers (Hello Beautiful and Take a Breath); in A Little bit Longer (Can't Have You) and in Lines,Vines, and Trying Times ( Black Keys and Turn Right)...

I started liking them year 2006, so it has been 5 years now and counting... whoah, i remember when seeing them on Tv I was like the happiest person ever... jumping around the living room and singing the smashed hit SOS... great times,great times.

Aside from being singers they were featured on Disney Channel  Original Movie, Camp  Rock, also staring Demi Lovato--which i got obsess with them more and more.. and just last year the sequel, Camp Rock 2, Final Jam aired on tv too... Great music and melody they got on the 2 movies.. ^__^

They have been also touring around the world, I mean America for concerts.. not yet in the Philippines or Asia, I wonder why.. hmmm, but still waiting for them... But I've been waiting for like 3 yrs now... :( but its ok, patience is totally a virtue...

We cant deny the fact that there are people who doesn't like them, like the anti's... Yes, they got a lot... They keep saying they are gays, and they cant sing well...i understand that and respect their opinion but for me they are epic into my life. They are my inspiration and it will remain forever...

so i guess, I said a lot about JONAS BROTHERS now.  keke^^

Here i want to share my fandom pics of them.. LOL

So far my craziness to Jonas
1st Jonas book
holding JB concert cd

Jonas-ified room

the latest album, Lines, Vines, and Trying Times

the 1st official book JB, given by my cousin

here, close to my heart
the inside, coz its hard bound, MORE beautiful
I woke up around 5:45 am to catch the live chat of JB~

i was featured in a vblog of the official hmm, JB forum *shy*



here is the vid if ur wondering.... start at 4:45 mins...
Im so touched and feel so great after watching it....like they totally LOVE my handwriting~
going to treasure it forever! and the pronounced my name in a unique way. like it!

And also Jonas Brothers, introduced me to other people in the world, like my JONAS friends/sisters i met them in the net and still i am in contact with them like Jazzie (California),Natalja (Germany), and Ching Mun, Sarah, Leena, Jasmine, Amira, Alyaa, Patrina (Malaysia)....yeah i got a lot of Malaysian Jonas friends, actually they considered me to be part of the MJBF club.. hahaha, even im not in Malaysia... LOL


PEACE, LOVE, JONAS everyone~

xoxo,jas

soar high on Dream High!

i think the title says it all... Reach your dreams,spread your wings and fly high on DREAM HIGH!

I totally LOVE the series, i mean who doesn't. It talks about reaching your dreams and fulfilling what you want to achieve. If you stumble and fall along the the road, you will learn how to get up again and continue towards success of life... Each one of us have fears, and if we don't know how to conquer it we will be left out...
So i think this series is worth watching, i remember the resemblance of this plot to Master of Study... which i totally cried each touching episodes which includes family...
I'm a family oriented person and an emotional one so that's why i cried most of the time with dramas... ;)

So what are you waiting for watch it NOW...

it is still showing in Korea, so that means i am watching it in the net!
you can visit mysoju.com for the links.. enjoy~

meet the cast of Dream High

aww, i LOVE this girls... suddenly i got interest with them..

the OST is good too... oh, pls dont temp me buy you.. LOL...
the OST!!!

xoxo,jas

Jan 26, 2011

생일 축하 친구,F!!! ^__^

with the bday girl,F~
The second Birthday is dedicated to my friend Franz (F, for short). We started calling each other by our first letter starting we got obsess with Gossip Girl and until now.. hahaha.. Btw, F, is my friend since high school,she's my seatmate actually and she help me a lot in Trigonometry, i will never forget that... She is small but yet she is smart... And she's actually the one who introduce SNSD to me... really love her so much!

On her bday, my Peter family (HS section) went for a KTV night out... its a bit a reunion to us also... High school friends gathered... Even we are only few, we enjoyed ourselves singing even its out of tune, especially moi who is somewhat reciting the lyrics.. LOL!but its fun since we are all enjoying...another Peter gathering this year i will never forget!

We ended up taking a lot of pics that night too... enjoy~

ps. i love taking a lot of pics coz for me memories are too way important to keep! mom would actually comment on me coz every time we went out i keep on taking a lot of pics.. keke^^ just for memory keepsakes, mom~ LOL

F, with Alex

caught on cam... Pretchy,Ting and Marl

with Rue
singing.. oh wait, the mic is on my hand... reciting.. LOL!

My Life Would Suck Without You, i love the song!!!
with rue again
with Alex

Ting and Alex, their turn to sing!


the gangs all here...

the bday girl

the lovers?? keke joke...

Marl and Ting.. hahaha.. LOL!

with D (Danielle)

here we are again~

totally the lovers.. LOL.. nah!

D, and Ting

how hilarious we can be.. hahaha... F,D, and Ting!

with Rue and Marl

Super Pathetic Marl, comes to save the world!

totally hilarious... Ting,Pretch and Marl

we all miss Agi Joanna
this is the sign how we miss Joanna... who is currently in Vegas now.. xoxo
ps. never got the chance to give her a gift.. maybe after we meet again~

xoxo,jas

생일 축하 친구,MAY!!!

January is indeed a lovely month since its actually the birthday month of my friends that are close to my heart.. ^__^

First off, January 19, birthday of my chingu MAY! Well, May is my college friend who is actually my partner in crime in Kpop and whatever craze it maybe. On his 22nd bday, i want to make it a memorable one.. so i decided to give her a memorable present that she will never forget, with the help of Genie unnie, we come up a very creative presents for her. Actually since Genie is living in Malaysia, she contributed a pic of her artwork for the video presentation. She made a letter carving in Hangul made of paper, which its very beautiful and colorful, super love it. And as for me a prepared a collage artwork (which i can say im good at it) and a pop-up card...

I gave it to her during the day of her bday. She was surprised about it and was aww-ed with teary eyes, and on that moment I realized she loved it! I was happy and unnie too ( i guess)..keke^^


So i want to share some of our artworks,from drafts till final work.. enjoy~


the draft, hardworking unnie...

made by unnie

another one

looks like easy, but it isnt.. took me 7hrs to finish this

pop-up card
the day she received her bday presents~

may with her gifts...

with May

with may again... peace~
oh, before i forgot that night, we went for an oovoo session.. keke^^ just for fun!












xoxo,jas

Jan 18, 2011

bonding of jacelita and carlita.. hahaha..

Ok its been so many months since me and Calay went out.. We've been planning for it since i dunno, last year?? hahaha...Finally we already got the time, we went malling then eating.. I know.. pigging out again... haha.. We ate at Shakeys for dinner and dessert at Fiorgelato Italian ice cream.. hmm yumyum... ordered, cappuccino,and chocolate mallows ( really love the smell of choco and coffee)..


dinner time...

nothing....

calay
my fave ice cream!!!

with carlita

watcha looking at?? want some!?

carlita
even it is raining, nothing can stop us.. hahaha... even i just in my recovery mode from colds and fever.. haha^^ miss her!!!! :) 

xoxo,jas