surprise,surprise and more!!!

Surprise!!!

Well i guess im surprise today coz i got a message that the package from my friend arrived earlier, and i got to pick it up this night, well that was a surprise...  my best fried Joanna who is residing now in Las Vegas gave us (Peter and O) a lot of stuffs, i call this an advance xmas gifts, awww... how thoughfult she is right??.. We LOVE and MISS you JO!!! Thank you gid~!!!muah!! and nice talking to u awhile ago!! i look horrible in the camera.. hahaha...

Furthermore, i just want to blog yesterday's event, it was not actually an event but for me meeting with my fellow Sones, was an event. Met them at 31 Korea ( i gotta say i love being there) love the plac,  maybe we will gonna celebrate Yuri's Bday there next Saturday.. So yeah, met new Sones and  paid some tix for the Hallyu Music event this coming Dec.19... and eat.. hehehehe.. i know eating again. I've been eating a lot lately, and gain some weight i guess.. :((  Anyways, after that stop by at music store and bought Demi Lovato cd, Unbroken... What can I say i LOVE her, Im a Lovatic, i cant help it! it must be a secret ok??!! then after i headed home!!!

late lunch!! dang, i ate it all... tsk tsk tsk!

Oh, before i forgot last Thursday was the Bday of my friend Alex and she treated me lunch in Pepe's Restaurant, another new place for me to dine.. The foods are delicious.. i mean, sooooo yummy!!! i can still remember the taste.. i order Baby Back Ribs.... **yumyum! headed after in the mall to help Alex buy som hd for her lappy and tv, how cool is that. We headed home by 4pm since we will be going to her house for another eating time, with her family and cousins. Met Ria (her cousin) and Pam (bff of Ria) who are both Sones too.. well, we enjoy eating and gossiping at the same time. Watched, The Boys mvs and just spilling random stuffs like crushes and all.. ahahaha.. u know girls stuffs.. then dinner there after and then Pam is picked up by her mom and they drop me off at my street... it was a great day.. tiring but great!

the bday girl... Alex

Somehow, i get myself busy for awhile.. not thinking of "something".. but oh well, life must go on... i mean live and enjoy it while u can.. memories will surely worth to keep-- like im doing.. blogging.. i should blog them all.. hehehe.. we never know....

pooh for thoughts~HAHAHAHA

till then, jas signing off..
xoxo

in my head...

This week has been a busy week for me, not to the fact that i have a job or something its just im busy going out with friends. Alright alright, i still dont have a job yet... im looking for one actually starting this Monday... I dunno, i feel like i have no direction at all... i think of something, the here goes another thing messing into my mind and career.. no straight direction at all... I dont know what to do right now.. Last Tuesday i passed an application form in the hospital, working as a volunteer nurse, that means no salary then there's this thing with another job offering me next year (with salary) but not that related to my career, so i dunno what to choose. I want to support my parents u know... **sigh. It's been a year that i've been in the house with no job.. :(( and i need a job!
help anyone??

The above situation is the one messing into my mind right now... when i think of it, ugh........ i dunno what to do.... i forgot to blog the other things in my head... now..... sadly... life is so damn complicated ah....
i'll blog the other things next time....

till then,xoxo
jas

my HP Fever!

Time to blog again.. ahead of time since my laptop is back on track…. Hehehehe… So for this blog for tonight its about my fandom… yes, another fandom again…. My HARRY POTTER fandom. Since HP movies just finished last July, I think its time to blog about my obsession for this thing… I remember back in 6^th grade, all my classmates are obsess with it, and I have this jacket of mine that resembles the cloak of Harry… a lot of my friends borrowed it..hehehe, more great when my crush borrowed it sometime.. kk^^

this is my pop-up collage,HP inspired!

Ok, to start off I become a huge fan of HP back Summer 2003 I think… When I don’t have anything to do, and I saw the book of HP and the Goblet of Fire at my desk, that book belongs to my bro’s friend, so out of boredom I read the book, since im a bit familiar with it coz of the movie. Read it, and I got obsess with it.. the first book I finished and the first book I cried for several days… Its funny, I feel really bad after knowing some of the main character died in the book…never happened to me before.. from that on, I tell to myself that HP books are EPIC… then after that, I shared it to my cousin how HP inspired me as a reader. From then on, she bought  me the complete box set of HP,the first 4 books,the Canadian/Europe Edition--the diff is the cover~ i totally freaked out, then another year past, bought me the next book in surprise as xmas gift, along with the "shrieking journal" and the 2 small additional HP books,Quidditch Through the Ages and Fantastic Beast & Where to Find Them... i really enjoyed it all... and on my 18th birthday, the remaining cash she gave, i bought the final installment of the book... see, i told you how im obsess with HP... It all started during that boring summer... I never regret that day!

 

 

 

Oh, along those years of my obsession to HP, bought magazines, poster and even the soundtrack in tapes ( cds are not that famous at that time). I was a Potter freak back in my High School years, if u got to ask my friends, they will do agree... plus, u can see that on my yearbook... Somehow, Potter change my life... got interested in books (until now), and he's been my inspiration (Dan Racliffe)--did i tell you guys i wrote him a fanletter for 3 consecutive years, and then he never fails to send back letters to his fans, with autographed photo... how cool is that.. same goes to Emma Watson too... 

I will never stop being a fan of HP even the movie is now over. For me, HP will always be there, as JK Rowling said "Hogwarts will always welcome you" it will forever stand... ;)) 

oh, i totally forgot to say thank you to JK Rowling for bringing HP into our life, to my life... my teenage years was filled with magic! Thank you for creating the Potter world, your creativeness,the characters, the places and the spells.... ***hands down..

and oh as for the movies, thank you for the actors,producers and directors and all the staffs for making the world of Harry Potter worth living and worth remembering... Thank you guys!

ok, i just realized that im thanking a lot of people... famous and people who doesnt know me... but its ok.. i just want to appreciate all of them coz somehow they've been a part of my life as a Potter fan. Im just happy to share this fandom of mine... again Thank you!

to end this blog, a want to share a quote from JK Rowling that i love...

“We've all got both light and dark inside us. What matters is the part we choose to act on. That's who we really are.” 

― J.K. Rowling, Harry Potter and the Order of the Phoenix

goodnight bloggies!

 

xoxo,jas

kinda personal...

Hey there dear bloggies… just blogging ahead of time since im not really sleepy right now and I kinda love to blog now in my laptop. Tonight ill be spending some night sleeping in parent’s room since we have a visitor in the house. My uncle just arrived from Canada.. so we are adjusting, and im adjusting with the time im sleeping… like sleeping early. kk^^

To start off my blog… well tonight I just want to write… coz I just cant get to sleep thinking of something. You know thinking a lot may coz u crazy.. like I am right now.. its been bothering me lately… Oh, I just wish I can write it here… but its too personal. Its been really hard lately for me and my famly… Oh I wish I can make things right. :/

Right now I should start thinking of my future.. like work, volunteering and stuffs… Im no kid anymore,I must act like one… I should and I must. I just realize I need to grow up, not living in my so called Neverland. I feel that Im still stuck there, still enjoying and waiting for nothing ---a happy go lucky “little” girl… Ugh.. I think I need to wake up to this dream and face the reality that haunts me… I feel ashamed of myself… :’(((


Lately I’ve been trying to make things good, but then suddenly another new problem and issues arise again… How can I stop this? When almost this good stuff put into its good place, here comes another one… It turns out it will never end… im a bit scared and at the same time frightened. I hope it will not lead to another problem and again and then again… I hope it will not get worst, that’s im hoping for... :)

For now, I’ll just pray that this thing will be over and we will gonna survive this. Whatever we do, or I do I’ll be strong for my family, we will support each other no matter what… We will always be there for each other.. J I’ll work hard and I’ll do my best to be a good daughter that they can be proud of… I love you guys…

This blog is kinda personal; even I didn’t mention anything in here… I want to share this out, but i cant.. this is my weakness...i worry a lot, and keep it by myself, but I really do hope everything will turn out to be fine soon… I really do hope so… till then.

Xoxo,jas

ps. i dunno what happen while my fonts are like this.. it is acting weird.. well.. too tired to edit.. let it be then!

Breaking Dawn, Rilakkuma Fever...and Age Bracket??!!!

Breaking Dawn Part 1~!!! WAHHHHHH!! hehehe.. watched it earlier with friends, and it was good.. no spoiler here first for those who haven't watch it yet.. Well, even you are not a big fan of Twilight, you will surely gonna love the movie. They give justice to the book, plus the "add-ons" are very well added.. i mean its not in the book but they put it there with great plot.  **thumbs up! oh, a little spoiler,just a little bit-- cant control it...uhmm, the honeymoon part are well portrayed!! hahahaha.. cant get off in my mind.. put a big smile in my face! LOL! *sigh
Oh, planning to watch for second time maybe on Monday i think.. kk^^ its worth watching really!

After watching movie got to go to Central, the new city walk park... well, its good--first time to go there.. stop by at some Korean restaurant called 31 Korea.. stayed there and just hanging out with friends.. Secret Garden is showing on tv screen, nice place but they only serve ramyun and ice cream.. no Kor dishes, but the place is really good...

here goes the #9 again... ^^

On the way home i stopped by at Expression (school,books,supplies and anything goes shop) and got myself a plastic cover (for my books, cds and dvds at home), and saw a Rilakkuma stuffs... i told to myself that i saw that "bear" before, then i remembered.. i saw it in Yoona's stuffs.. hehehe..

Tonight, i feel soooo tired... its been along day for me.. but i enjoyed hanging out with friends~!! hehehe
and btw, it seems im updating my blog everyday now.. hahaha.. im not busy a bit and trying to distract myself sometimes with sad reality im facing... hehehe.. **emote much..sorry!

ps. with the "Age Bracket" thing, well me and my friends just remembered we are tooo old to watch BD coz  besides us in the line are HS students.. hehehe.. we are too conscious with our age!! LOL! #forever young ah!! LOL~ and my friends are too funny to come up with our own tv series... 6100,is the name of the series.. LOL.. our zipcode.. its like 90210 stuffs(if u guys watching)LMAO to my friends~!! hilarious indeed..

**sigh till then,xoxo

jas

Christmas, here i come!

Well -ber months is here.. well actually one more month and its Christmas. We can actually feel the spirit of Christmas, its everywhere....
Earlier my brother and i decorated our Christmas tree... i know its a bit late for us to do it but better late than never right?? we have been busy, well he is coz he is working night shift ALL the time.. so on his off day, that's today we did the Christmas tree.. as always im his assistant!

here's some pics i took behind the scene till the finish product.. hehe^^

FYI I somehow sacrifice watching Breaking Dawn earlier for this, but its ok.. :) there's still tomorrow, and Im going out with my high school friends... my Peter family!! hehehe

gonna be a short post tonight!!! Breaking Dawn tomorrow... cant wait! hehehehe

xoxo,jas

random short blog at 2AM!

well.. random stuffs at 2 since i cant sleep yet so imma blog a bit. ok, im blogging for having a new journal... i do have a lot of journal since i was young as i can remember and im having a new one this year (end of the year) coz i think i lost my previous one.. too bad coz if someone finds it.. she/he will gonna know some of my secrets.. hehehe...






2nd off, the moon tonight is freaking awesome and the clouds.... so great, worth capturing it.. so went outside and click (dad actually thinks im a crazy person).. hahaha..

and lastly for my random short blog is YURI (yes i named her from SNSD Yuri) , my dog..puppy..dog.. i dunno.. if she is a dog now.. coz she is still small.. hahaha.. she is just so adorable and at the same time hard headed dog.. but i love her soo much..

look how bossy she is sitting on the sofa

well, till next time.. hehe.. this is just random short blogs i have... till then!
oh another random stuffs... random new video from the One Direction -Gotta Be You is out.. its good.. check them out here: Gotta Be You - One Direction

xoxo goodnight,jas

this is a top secret: 생일 축하합니다 OC!

HAPPY HAPPY BIRTHDAY to my dearest friend JOCEY! Today ill dedicate this blogpost to her. Well, I do hope she'll gonna like it.. I mean, last year i didnt prepare a lot for her since im a bit a busy person plus, truthfully i dont know her bday is on that day... now that i got time to prepare.. so i decided to make a blog for her.. I'll try  my very best.. hehehe....

JOCEY is........................

JOCEY is my friend, that's for sure. We've been friends for almost a year now and counting. Even we only met online, it seems that we've known each other for real... i mean in person... Im really grateful to have a friend like her and thankful at the same time.

JOCEY is my sister, not by blood but with friendship and trust.

JOCEY is my counselor, she listens to my problems and anger (all my fjkhasfhdhdghjkgh time) kk^^. She keeps me calm and makes me feel better. When i have no one to talk to she's a twitter or msn away.

JOCEY is my blogger mate. We love to blog all the time, and its our habit to blog, especially those time when we are busy. But when we are in vacation or something we are soo lazy sometimes.. hahaha

JOCEY is not a quiter. As I observe, she always on the go.. always in "green" light.

JOCEY is a studious girl. She studies a lot. I got to admit, she inspires me to study during my board exam. She enjoys studying eh?? hahaha..

JOCEY loves books. We have the same likes, but i really admire her coz some of  the books she's reading are those inspirational like about life and all,unlike moi im reading too fiction-ish books and paranormal stuffs.

JOCEY knows Hangul. Korean language and grammar, she's really good.

JOCEY like or should i say love Super Junior. Her bias is Donghae. She's an ELF,certified one.

JOCEY is sometimes emotional or let just say moody from time to time.

JOCEY love to spend time with her friends especially in weekends?!! that was just a guess.... I do hope Im right.. keke..

JOCEY like to take pics wherever and whenever she is. Well, memories are worth keeping for right?

JOCEY  love her family so much. They are the important people in her life.


So far that's the JOCEY i knew... i need to know her more right?? coz this are just the predictable things.. hehehe.. well some of it... well, there are more years to come...

right now, i rest my case! its getting midnight and its gonna be her birthday! 

then again HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY BIRTHDAY JOCEY!!

oh, btw i prepared a simple video presentation for her.

this is soo random and all.

enjoy! Happy Birthday again OC!!!

xoxo,jas

Betrayed Friendship

Betrayed Friendship

by jas

We've been friends a year or two

Never thought you will do this thing to me too

Pretending to be good and acting so innocent

You'll win an Oscar a hundred percent

You like to gossip as little girls do

Telling all the lies to this dumb dude

This stupid dude believes in you

Oh great, that makes the two of you fools

Crack all you want and destroy me

I'll laugh hard,coz i know its not true

I'll be here in silence preparing

In this so called war you're making

Gear up, put on your helmets boy

Be sure it can shield you from anything

Coz i'll be bringing my sword

The sword of truth, and nothing else

Now I know you're no friend of mine

I have no regrets of any kind

I'm glad and happy you're out of my life

Betrayed Friendship, that's you and I

Todos los Santos...

It's Undas or Todos los Santos aka, All Souls Day.. yes, aside from Halloween we celebrate All Souls Day and All Saints day in the Philippines.  It's been a tradition for us to go to our home/provinces during this days, to visit the graves of our love ones.. spent a night or just to offer a light or candle and flowers in the cemetery., some of the people will be camping out for two days with family and friends...

Earlier we went to Rolling Hills Memorial Park and to Bacolod Memorial to visit the grave of my grandparents and some of my siblings/relatives. We offered flowers and light a candle... we thought we will stuck in traffic but then its good  enforcers are good to manage the traffic. :) we ended up early as 11AM we directly went home and eat valenciana my auntie prepared.. also sticky foods must be prepared on this day btw.. :)

so,this is how we celebrate Halloween or Nov 1st and 2nd.. spending more time with family, either its here on earth or long gone... oh.. i kinda miss my grandparents... :((

Trick or Treat!!!!

Happy Halloween!

xoxo,jas