luxurious potion for this aching heart

It wouldn’t change a thing even I knew the truth

Even you’ll never be mine; we are like two different stars never collide

It’s good though because we are still friends

Unlike other people I knew –ruined because of this thing

I’m listening to this silly love song everyday

Saying how I secretly like you

Oh, well it’s too late though

Now I know, im the only one who is making and writing this love story

I have no hard feelings or anything cursing

Coz you are happy and for that Im happy too

Friends really do care and support each other

So as a good friend Im glad, even you bit a tiny piece of my heart

I know it takes time to heal this scar

Im hoping to find a luxurious potion that I can use as an antidote

Like the things I read in books,

Just a single sip, the pain and torture will all fades away

-jas

in memory of AJ Perez..

Antonello Joseph "AJ" Sarte Perez (February 17, 1993 – April 17, 2011)

he always keep smiling in my camera... you will always be remembered AJ!
THANK YOU!

it was Sunday when i heard the sad news, i woke up really early for my review class, when i turned my computer on and i was shocked what happened to AJ Perez.I thought it was only a joke or something but then i realized its on Facebook, Twitter and to confirmed it well, it was in the morning tv news! I cant believed that guy is already gone. its just 3 months ago i saw him, with a "cute" smile in his face when he visited our city. I remember that day, i asked him if it is ok, if i can take a picture with him. I remember the scent of his perfume, and his eyes so pure and innocent, a good guy indeed--and i can see even he is a bit busy and tired that day he took time to take pictures with his fans...

 

 the thing i will gonna miss is his SMILE! and his good heart~

I would admit im not a HUGE like "super"  fan of AJ but meeting him that night, it makes me a superfan instantly.   I started following his tweets and watching his drama Sabel, and been watching ASAP more too...

Saturday, before the incident, he tweeted he cant wait to go back home.... i said to myself.. "Wow, this boy is really busy, he is touring again"... and Sunday comes, Palm Sunday, i got the news that he's dead. Hearing the car accident happened to him, broke my heart. It just sad that i cant see him now, but i know he is in good place right now.

We will gonna miss you AJ! You will always be remembered!

Rest in Peace~

till then,

jas

farewell.

and then again,farewell my dear bloggies... maybe it will be my last blog for this month or for the next 3 months? let just wait and see... and actually its my 70th post.. yeah!! its been awhile.. kk^^**celebrate!
the reason for my hiatus will be, ill be back going to school. isnt it fun?? hahahaha... fun indeed.
i will surrender the net for awhile, can i do that?? its hard but i will try... yeah? fighting!

but i think i will keep on coming back here to write sometimes to ease and stabilize my emotions and pressure, so maybe i will not be totally gone... hahaha...plus the comeback of f(x) is coming up,but note to self : CONTROL and FOCUS!

so to end this short blog i will share a simple quote i found in twitter: "Some of the best lessons are learned from past mistakes. The error of the past is the wisdom of the future"indeed true! follow them @ItsThingsInLife ... amazing quotes everyday about life!


so i guess, farewell my dear friends!
double peace yo!

xoxo, just me--jas ♥  
and yes, i did cut my hair! hahaha! 
like it?i love it, new look for summer~

snsdvisualdreams project!

fan#SNSDVisualDreams........
Anyone can guess what that means?? well if ur not an active member of Soshified or ur not a fan of Soshi, then you'll not get it. Only SONEs can get what i mean.. *wink!
Last March 29-30, not sure with the dates, we participated on the Intel SNSD Visual Dreams project by Soshified through the help of Soshified PH. Actually i saw the news that they are giving away posters to all Sones here in the Philippines, so as desperate as i am, i inquire how to get some posters since im living in the province. So they did replied, and then they sent 5 posters here in Negros Occidental, we just paid for the shipping fee.. :)

my posters

The goal of this project is to show the different places or important landmarks on each cities/province with the poster of SNSD Visual Dreams. For me it is also a one way of showing Love of SONEs around the world to SNSD... like sending a message to Girls Generation that they got amazing fans around the world... that includes us.. kk^^

Its funny coz, that time when we did this project the weather is not cooperating with us, like it would give us a sunny day and then after few hours it gives us rain.. its hard, really especially we need to protect the poster not getting wet...and its windy too at that time... tsk tsk tsk~we said to ourselves that we will do everything just to protect the posters..kk^^ obsess much right? we are totally dedicated!

We went to Ruins,Talisay City first coz its a bit far... i never regret going there always.. it's my 3rd time actually and still it amazed me. the view .... it feels like im in Greece or some European place. But since i said its raining, we didnt enjoyed much... we stayed there almost 1hr but we just took pics for the project for 15-30mins, raining hard.. :((

want to thank Alex for taking most of the pics in Ruins. so here's a solo for u!

Our second destination is in the main city...the Provincial Lagoon... or the Capitol Lagoon... you could see some playground park and some statue of a Carabao (an animal used to be main transportation of Negros people before until now in some areas, esp in farms). Been there several times since when i was a kid,coz it is near form my school and its infront of McDonalds and Jollibee!!!

Carabao Statue~

The 3rd destination, we went to a holy place.... church...the famous San Sebastian Cathedral. Its actually late when we get there... we just took some photos and the effect of the church light making it soo cool.. love it! and people passing there were looking at us, with a question in their... kk^^

The final destination, actually we didnt plan to go there but since its a walking distance away we decided to end the photoshoot there at St. John Paul II Tower... and we face the windy trial of our life.. i mean my hair is going here and there.. ugh, and the poster are going with rough time too... but we did finished it all there...

I had fun with my other Sone friends, being with them there's no topic other than SNSD which is cool.. and we never ran out of topics, EVER!!! hahahaha.... i love my Soshi Seungmowon family!!!xoxo guys!
ps. before ending this, i would to thank our other photographers: Ate Shine and Ate Mimi for supporting us!

till next time, or i bet till next project Soshified...

xoxo,jas

friends graduation.

yeah, finally they graduated! i mean because they took 5 year courses so yeah, im really happy for them.. first who graduated was F, took an Engineering course and celebrated the after grad dinner @ Eloisa's Restaurant. 2nd to graduated was Fleur took BSN course and we celebrated the after grad dinner @Skoro Restaurant. When it comes to food im always present, kk^^ i just want to congratulate them! proud u all! 축하 해요!

here are some photos in the graduation and the dinner after, enjoy!

F's graduation and dinner @ Eloisa's Restaurant

my friends are hilarious 

under our umbrella

cheers to the graduates

with F

with Alex

with my girls

and Fleur's graduation dinner @ Skoro Restaurant

fun fun fun

congrats to them.. wish u all the best~

xoxo,jas

what a relief.

im up for a blog tonight, or should i say morning....kkk^^ yup i can smile now, and guess what why.... u will know later!

past few days i've been so down. i spazz a bit in twitter, but sometimes in between its reality that eats me. it is all started with a letter from my cousin who is in Canada. I haven't heard from her since January (she's busy of her work, and I really do understand that) so yeah, its started there when she ask how am i doing right now, and she is just checking on me if im still alive or not kk^^ anyways, im a bit hesitant at first to reply back coz of the "thing" happened to me last Feb.19 (yes i do remember that date, some would say its memorable to them but others would say it would be some of their worst--pls. include me). ;) i replied back at her,like beating around the bush message. i didnt said anything about that "thing".. i just said that its been hard for me to cope for the few months so i haven't contacted them, and my smart cousin figured it out what im talking about. Actually i expected them to know everything, i mean my uncle is really updated with the news here in the Philippines.. so yeah... :)

after reading the replies of my dear cousin, she suggested that i would tell it to her dad, (my uncle) about everything, she did support me as expected and she said they would understand. So, earlier around 12:45AM here, we called in Canada... my mom did the intro and then after i grab the phone and burst into tears, and in our whole conversation i was just crying. i will not further elaborate on the things we talked, all i gotta say is im so blessed that i have the best and supportive family in the world. thank you Tito and Tita, for understanding and never ending support.

now, i can breathe well... i can relax and just think about the future, on what things i need to do in order to achieve whatever it is planned. I will not give up nor quit the race coz it is just starting, and i know i can reach  my destination soon with the love and support of my family and friends and ofcourse with God...

thank u Lord for everything, especially for giving me a wonderful  family and friends! love u always and forever!

xoxo,jas

my sweet potatoes!

Maybe you are wondering why on earth im blogging about potatoes.. Keke^^well its not actually “just “ potatoes but its all about the Sweet Potato couple, Yong Hwa and Seo Hyun.

I decided to blog about this coz I was touched by their story, I mean I know that this is just only a make believed marriage thing, but watching the last episode of the show made me cry, Yong Hwa really took care of our dear Seohyun until the end (and that I should gave him 10 goguma also).

the first meeting...awkward~ 

Looking back the past, their first meeting, as expected is awkward. Well, at first I dunno if their relationship would spark (since that time im so selfish to share maknae, coz she must be protected always), but then after few more episodes I saw that Yong is trying his best to show that he respect and taking good care of Hyun.  I really do admire Yong, but sometimes he tends to do mistakes out of his carelessness and being playfulness. He tend to loss many things like for example the ring, and the scarf (that’s all I can remember so far), important things Hyun prepared for him… tsk tsk tsk… too bad.

holding hands!!!!

so sweet!

the couple sharing some LOVE

LOVE!

But on the brighter side, Hyun learned to play guitar by the help of Yong. We all knew that Hyun is really pro in playing piano so this time Yong taught her some few chords and bought her a “baby” guitar. I think the reason why Yong bought her a guitar is that he wants to share the thing he love the most to Hyun and that is playing guitar and making music. That’s so sweet don’t you think?

the hug! AWWWW!!!!

On the last episode of their show, the couple decided to go back on the first day of their meeting.  Watching it over again put tears on my eyes, I mean it’s been a year now. They did they wear “almost” the same clothes, went on the same place, the events, the conversations they had… almost the same. Looking back at those things makes it sweeter.

Yong surprised Hyun with a bouquet of flowers and a new “pink guitar” (I wonder how Tiffany would react to the pink guitar)..kkk^^ so sweet of him… I could tell Hyun is really really happy. And before they would say their final goodbye or I should say farewell, Hyun hugged him as a token of appreciation and (love, as i can say) for Yong. And that’s the time I burst into tears like a crazy person.

ps. i watched the the last episode without english subs, so u can call me an idiot crying even i dont know a single word of what they are saying. 

Oh well, here are some important events/highlights in Goguma Couple:

-They got their own house

-They went and see each other at Japan

-Hyun met Yong’s mom and friends

-They didn’t passed their drivers license not until the last ep, Yong did

-Hyun, knitted a scarf for Yong that he did accidentally lost it

-They plant and harvest sweet potatoes

-Some of the members of SNSD  (Tiffany,Taeyeon, Hyeoyon,Sooyoung)visited the house of the couple,   and they let Yong sing them a song

-CN Blue members were close to Hyun

-They did a horror episode with other couples, Ga-in&Adam and Khuntoria

-The word Goguma is a BIG word for the couple

-For the wedding photoshoot, Yong was a bit hesitant to kiss Hyun since it will be her 1^st kiss

- They opened savings account

-They sang at MBC special (RDR and Lovelight)

-The Banmal Song 

-They donated blood for their anniversary 

That's all i can think right now. If u have something in mind that i can put up above, let me know and i will just add.. kkk^^ AWWWW!!! Im going to miss the Goguma couple, really really really! im hoping that they would date for REAL! *crossing fingers* The memories will always be treasured! Thanks Goguma Couple!

the last pic of the couple..*tears

xoxo,jas