kinda personal...

Hey there dear bloggies… just blogging ahead of time since im not really sleepy right now and I kinda love to blog now in my laptop. Tonight ill be spending some night sleeping in parent’s room since we have a visitor in the house. My uncle just arrived from Canada.. so we are adjusting, and im adjusting with the time im sleeping… like sleeping early. kk^^

To start off my blog… well tonight I just want to write… coz I just cant get to sleep thinking of something. You know thinking a lot may coz u crazy.. like I am right now.. its been bothering me lately… Oh, I just wish I can write it here… but its too personal. Its been really hard lately for me and my famly… Oh I wish I can make things right. :/

Right now I should start thinking of my future.. like work, volunteering and stuffs… Im no kid anymore,I must act like one… I should and I must. I just realize I need to grow up, not living in my so called Neverland. I feel that Im still stuck there, still enjoying and waiting for nothing ---a happy go lucky “little” girl… Ugh.. I think I need to wake up to this dream and face the reality that haunts me… I feel ashamed of myself… :’(((


Lately I’ve been trying to make things good, but then suddenly another new problem and issues arise again… How can I stop this? When almost this good stuff put into its good place, here comes another one… It turns out it will never end… im a bit scared and at the same time frightened. I hope it will not lead to another problem and again and then again… I hope it will not get worst, that’s im hoping for... :)

For now, I’ll just pray that this thing will be over and we will gonna survive this. Whatever we do, or I do I’ll be strong for my family, we will support each other no matter what… We will always be there for each other.. J I’ll work hard and I’ll do my best to be a good daughter that they can be proud of… I love you guys…

This blog is kinda personal; even I didn’t mention anything in here… I want to share this out, but i cant.. this is my weakness...i worry a lot, and keep it by myself, but I really do hope everything will turn out to be fine soon… I really do hope so… till then.

Xoxo,jas

ps. i dunno what happen while my fonts are like this.. it is acting weird.. well.. too tired to edit.. let it be then!

Christmas, here i come!

Well -ber months is here.. well actually one more month and its Christmas. We can actually feel the spirit of Christmas, its everywhere....
Earlier my brother and i decorated our Christmas tree... i know its a bit late for us to do it but better late than never right?? we have been busy, well he is coz he is working night shift ALL the time.. so on his off day, that's today we did the Christmas tree.. as always im his assistant!

here's some pics i took behind the scene till the finish product.. hehe^^

FYI I somehow sacrifice watching Breaking Dawn earlier for this, but its ok.. :) there's still tomorrow, and Im going out with my high school friends... my Peter family!! hehehe

gonna be a short post tonight!!! Breaking Dawn tomorrow... cant wait! hehehehe

xoxo,jas

Todos los Santos...

It's Undas or Todos los Santos aka, All Souls Day.. yes, aside from Halloween we celebrate All Souls Day and All Saints day in the Philippines.  It's been a tradition for us to go to our home/provinces during this days, to visit the graves of our love ones.. spent a night or just to offer a light or candle and flowers in the cemetery., some of the people will be camping out for two days with family and friends...

Earlier we went to Rolling Hills Memorial Park and to Bacolod Memorial to visit the grave of my grandparents and some of my siblings/relatives. We offered flowers and light a candle... we thought we will stuck in traffic but then its good  enforcers are good to manage the traffic. :) we ended up early as 11AM we directly went home and eat valenciana my auntie prepared.. also sticky foods must be prepared on this day btw.. :)

so,this is how we celebrate Halloween or Nov 1st and 2nd.. spending more time with family, either its here on earth or long gone... oh.. i kinda miss my grandparents... :((

Trick or Treat!!!!

Happy Halloween!

xoxo,jas

Thanksgiving Dinner plus Fiesta!

Well, the the title says it all... no further elaboration to that! It was fun since my friends went for my Thanksgiving dinner after passing the board exam at the same time its our City Fiesta, even not all of my friends are coz of busy schedule.... but most of my SONE friends did join me! im so glad! thanks guys! and some of my cousins too...

We did prepared a lot of foods... well, its tradition in our house every "fiesta" we prepare something, even it is a small one. Earlier that day, mom woke me up to accompany her to the market... that the first time i went to the market with her this year!!! hahahaha.. coz previous time, i always stay in the jeep and wait for them (bro)... ^^
and furthermore mom also ordered a cake... bro is jealous... he never got this kinda "thing" after passing his exam... only i, experience this thing.. LOL..

the foods:

my College friends....... Onev and May!

with my SONE friends......

 with Mitch and Cy!!! **fooling around!

Mitch and Cy...

my fam... L-R. Mom,Bro,Cousins: Rhea, and Reina and the little girl is my niece

 my SONE family!

 PEACE, LOVE, SONES!

xoxo,jas

Guimaras Trip....

Before heading to the said topic above, before that trip, I went to Iloilo to process my registration as a nurse.. as usual--unorganized processing in the office, luckily i finished my negotiation there early...but went for the 2nd to the last trip (3:15PM) going home since i did wait for my friends to finish processing their forms... while waiting for their numbers, we decided to go to chill out in their mall... then encountered this 3D-4D experience ride game, since i heard/watched in the tv.. so we tried it up... awesome.. they have this virtual ride... our first time... SOOO COOL!! there this theme we chose, Paradise something, first we chose for horror theme.. but then changed it.... 3 of us got scared!!! hehehe.... it was a good experience though!!!

me, with the list of the themes we need to choose... we ended up, the #1 ride... PARADISE COASTER.. LOL!

we had lunch at KFC, then went to each stores to kill the time... went to bookstore as usual.. find my fave book.. gosh, no budget.. so all i have to do is to look at it.. :(( Witches at East End, going to get u soon..... oh well, went back to the office to continue processing the forms of my friends, waiting for hours, I decided to go to church, just near the office... the church i went to pray on during my examination.. i went back there to say some thank you prayer.....

after the processing, went home feeling a bit sea sick.... every object i see is moving... hehehe.... 

Ok, back to my blog title, GUIMARAS TRIP.... My Guimaras trip started after i went to Iloillo, the day after that... Went back to Iloilo again with my Uncle and Aunt this time for the trip... when you want to go to Guimaras you must board into Iloilo port, then u will ride back again into a small boat going to Guimaras... Guimaras is a small island between Negros Province and Iloilo City, i think.....kk^^

Bacolod City Bredco Port...

going to Guimaras.. actually i have a vid of it, but ended up deleted.. :(((

we ride on boats like that.... this is a pic of going back to Iloilo port

Guimaras, i only knew a little about this island.... I knew that this place produced a lot of Mangoes.... i mean a lot... every side  of the road, you can see mango trees plantion and the school and hospitals ar painted in the colors of mangoes.. how cool is that....

To tell u honestly, never expected that we will be having an island/city tour there.. all i knew, my uncle will be going there checking some land for sale or visit some beaches.... we arrived there and i was like, we have a courtesy call from the mayor of that certain city?? i was shocked! a car borrowed from the mayor and a tour guide??? whoah.. hold up..... i was like REALLY? is this happening? hahahaha... never knew that the Mayor  is a friend or relative of the co-worker of my uncle in Canada... so yeah, i got to see and shake his hands.. kk^^ 

start touring, first we went to BUENIVISTA GALLEONS, making of miniature of the boats 

next stop, GUIMARAS SOUVENIR  Store near the MUSEO DE GUIMARAS... bought some keychains, and small rosary.... ^^ we headed to the museum after.. :) 

after the museum, we went to this Monastery... Guimaras is a bit a religious island.. i mean there's a lot of religious stuffs happened in this island... it is also a nice destination spot during Holy Week... 

So we went to OLP TRAPPIST MONASTERY, went to their souvenir store and it is run by monks... bought some bday stone rosary....  Ruby for July Birthstone.. :)

our next destination is the resort and beaches.... we went to lot of cities.. we just passed by along the road... indeed, a lot of plantation of Mangoes.... we reached to RAYMEN BEACH/ISLAND RESORT... we went there for some refreshment.. ordered icecream... hehehe... then got to see the view of the beach.... we supposedly be staying there overnight but since its crowded with students, maybe because of field trip, we decided not to.. and oh, there are a lot of Koreans there too... no hot dude.. sad case.. hehehe..

on our next destination we went again to the beach.... we are looking for good beaches in that island and also its Lunch time... we went to  TELAPA GADING BEACH RESORT, had lunch there too...

next, we went to Mayor's land.... and there again we meet the Mayor,he and my Uncle chat for like an hour or more....so as for me picture time.. :)

with my Aunt

the cute pig... he keeps on moving.. cant take a good shot.. :)

buko (coconut).. ^^ didnt finished it all though...

love taking pics like this.

their special Mango Pie.... delicious...

 this pic is heading to RODA ENCANTADA, our next stop..... the last destination before heading back to Iloilo port... and this is an amazing place to end the tour...

all we thought, RODA ENCANTADA is like and enchanted place.. coz "encantada" in our dialect is enchanted place... kk^^

Siete Picados... means 7 small islands....

capture the moment!!! this is one of the good spot in Guimaras, and the 7 islands known in the Philippines

closer look to Siete Picados...

look  how beautiful the place is from up above... ^^

enchanted stairs.. :)

heading back to the car.. and off to the port.....

back to the port, and that ends out Guimaras trip.... i had fun, that's for sure.... ^^ seeing the beauty of each beaches and the fresh air.. wah, sooo satisfying!!!

heading back to Iloilo port.. :( bye, Guimaras.........

while waiting for boarding..... Harry Styles from One Direction.. LOVE  him!!! **ignore the girl! hehehe

inside the ferry... im always beside the window.. i really love it.....

the small boat we ride on going to Guimaras.. taking a pic again...

remember this?? this is the house.... took the pic from the ferry... that's way far..... ^^

got back in Bacolod port almost 6:30PM or 7PM, headed home straight.. as usual, dead tired.... hehehehe.. sea sick again.. moving objects all i see.. but i guess its normal!!! hehehehe..
oh, here's the pic for all the souvenirs i bought....

all in all my GUIMARAS TRIP is like one of the best trip i had...... i fell in love with the place... my Uncle promise that we will be going back there next year.. yey!!! looking forward to it.. :)

for now, i need to say goodbye, coz its a long post already.. took me two days to finish this blog.. hehehe... Tata!!! till next blog!!!!!! too much to blog.... really!

xoxo,

jas