little update

Heya all bloggers.... just a little hello from me... hahahha it's been awhile i havent updated this blog. Im sooo sorry.. been busy with other things... I've been handling a lot of blogs lately... urhmmmm maybe like 3 blogs and im handling 3 pages in facebook, mostly fandom stuffs... So im pretty busy a bit.. just a bit... i love keeping myself busy....coz sometimes u tend to forget things when your busy...

Anyways, im back in awhile... im using my laptop so i have time blogging... whats up with me lately.... uhrmmmm well as i said been busy with fandom stuffs... most especially NINA NESBITT stuff.. hahaha.. Yes, this girl im talking about is the next big thing.... so im spazzing like a fangirl everyday.. I open a Philippines Facebook/Twitter fanpage for her, a worldwide blog and i just send a letter to her through fanmail... obsess much right??? hahahaha.. I think its all worth it coz I think she knows me already or should I say i talk to her fans almost everyday...so yeah~!!!

Im still me... still working at the same academy,same job... nothing interesting news to share... still struggling on finding/searching for another job or so called "business".... so hard~!!

will blog soon! oh just posted 3 or 4 poems earlier.. that's what i do when i dont have classes!!! quite inspiring dont u think?? ok... got to go now~!! laters!!!

at my room (work)...... and yes..SNSD poster!

till then....

xoxo,jas

ps. oh, im watching Love Rain, Korean drama starring SNSD Yoona!!! its really good!!! you guys should watch it! hehehe

Faker

wrote this in a state of anger...finally she is out in the picture. :)

"Faker"

 by jas

You are mean by the way

Do you realize that?

C’mon you’re too cruel and selfish

You’re no difference than the others

You can be sweet and gentle others might say it

Others also might love and like you

But why is it every time I see you, you’re so fake

Are you sure you’re showing the real you?

Is it me, or it’s just my imagination you’re talking to me?

I should be dreaming you are here in front of me

I’m sorry; I can’t take this anymore,

Can I get out of this room and leave you?

You’re such a pain in the a**

You’re making me say the bad things in people

Enough now….. I’m too tired of this

Go,Leave, get out quietly!

my poems back 08-09,yikes!

POEMS POEMS POEMS POEMS POEMS POEMS POEMS POEMS POEMS POEMS,yikes!

"Just go, It's too Late"

Just go, and don’t look back....

You making me regret more....

You have your chance....

Why you didn’t bother to call back....

.. ..

Now he is here with me....

But still I can’t deny my heart still beats for you....

I hate you, why you are so late....

We are engaged and tomorrow is the wedding day....

.. ..

I know that you love me,....

And I love you still....

But I said my yes to him now....

And I’m trying to love him the way I love you....

.. ..

I’m sorry we can’t be forever as we promise before....

It’s your fault you leave me....

Now let just face the consequences....

We will not be forever as we promise to ourselves....

.. ..

This is really goodbye like a graduation song....

We will be having our separate lives now....

And for it to work here’s my heart....

The last beat of it is you....

“I’m done and I Need to Leave You"

.. ..

I swear I will never forgive you again....

From what you have done....

I’m done with you....

I need to leave you....

.. ..

Sorry but I must....

You hurt me so bad....

I’m done with you....

I need to leave you....

.. ..

Go back to her....

And never come back to me....

I’m done with you....

I need to leave you....

.. ..

Goodbye!....

POEMS POEMS POEMS POEMS POEMS POEMS POEMS POEMS POEMS POEMS,yikes!